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[Sep. 12th, 2006|09:11 pm] |
oh no. i'm in serious trouble, someone has found out that i hide my true talents. they caught me singing. i am so dead, a freak like me is not supposed to have talents. i wonder what would happen if they knew i draw. mabe i should reveal my talents to these people that i call my classmates. i think i will start to.
see ya
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[Sep. 11th, 2006|06:28 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  thoughtful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Animal I Have Become | ] |
i have decided to forget what others think about me, as long as i'm happy that is all tha matters. i wonder how they will feel when they learn that the tyler they all grew up with is a lie, nothig but what they think about me. well i no longer care to hide myself. so now i will do whatever i want. |
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[Aug. 27th, 2006|01:09 pm] |
why is it that everyone thinks i'm a freak. they have no reason to hate me, yet they do everyday, is it because i no longer talk to them. is it because i fell into the darkness. if it is, i don't think i can handle it, i gave up my light years ago so that i could protect them from my self. this strength i have is ill gotten, yet i will use it to protect the one who can possibly love a monster like me. in this day it is the only thing that i have to live for, emotions have faded from my being along with my weaknesses. i am waiting for the day i will be able to play my requiem for all to hear, i hope it is soon for i'm getting tired of everyone around me. music is the only thing that ties me to the epitaph of sanity, and twilight is my sanctuary. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2006|10:54 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | School | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | None TT_TT | ] |
hey there all of my friends
sometimes i thnk i am not meant to find happiness. i will never find it or love here at this place, not as long as i continue down the same path that i am on. i love him, but i will never get to be with him, that thought plagues my mind day in and day out, but as long as hes happy then i guess that i can be to. |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2006|06:16 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my desk | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my own compositioons | ] |
well, its raining here, but thats allright,i lke the rain. Skye grabbed my butt yesterday and started rubbing me in class yesterday, but he is just a friend. i think i'm going to be a little more responsive this year, and let some of my emotions out for everyone to see. i am going to tell them today about my now being a published poet. maybe then i can start to shed the lies faster. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2006|11:09 am] |
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hello everybody, just a quik update, i love him, but is it really love, or lust. i think it is love, because i want to be near him, but i think he hates me or doesn't like me because he barely even says hello. Hon'in Kogokoi Ai Dillon-Chan. there it is out of the bag so to speak, no w i'll wait for the world to end. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2006|10:52 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | School | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none T_T | ] |
hello all of my friends who read this i have come here to write that maybe, just maybe there is a god. I am going to confess my love to the person i have had a crush on in the near future, oh and for one thing to clear something up for all the ppl in my school, i am bisexual, not gay. it is a mixture of gay an dstraight, i'm not something to be avoided like the plague. there enough said on that subject. i am going to drop all the lies that ppl think i am, and show them the true person that i am, and if you all don't like it you can go to hell and die. i sit close to the person who is my crush in 2 classes allready so thats the only indication or clue that i'm giving out. |
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[May. 1st, 2006|01:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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hello all i'm updating from school during my photography class. i am going to paste a link to my deviantart account where all my poetry is stored. so here it is
http://twilightsrequiem.deviantart.com/
and there it goes. i have almost all of it uploaded. i am almost done with my photography project. Yay!!!! and almost done with the whirlwind (My school paper of which i am the editor) work. i have to give a brief statement on several books i have read. i should be finished very soon. i wish ididn't have to take dumb tutoring for english, but the powers that be have commanded me too. 'damn stupid teachers..making me learn proper grammar rules'. |
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[Apr. 29th, 2006|06:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | more like the empty kind | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Story of the year | ] |
ok i meditated on it for a long while and i finally decided that i do not want to go to europe because i have some things that i need to take care of before i get to far off from here. so i decided to stay for a little while longer. i am working on some poetry at the moment while reading some Naruto yaoi. god i love yaoi, it has so much more emotion than any other book i've read. well thats enough for now. goodbye |
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[Apr. 29th, 2006|05:21 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | DNAngel soundtrack | ] |
well i am seriously bored with nothing to entertain me at the moment.the only good thing is that i got an invitation to try out for a european concert tour. i wish i could go and it seems the only way is to get control of my savings earlier than expected. i'm working on a big collage of the archangels at the moment, but alas i ran out of spray glue. curses to the people who only picked up one can i say. well that is all so goodbye for now. |
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